thanks everyone, that is really helpful and kind of you all , I am still scared but will have a go

Here goes my first post on a forum of any kind ever.....
We have had our Bongo for over a year but still not slept in it!! I am determined to put this right! Am thinking of investing in these curtains for the rear window: https://van-x.co.uk/mazda-bongo-tailgate-premium-curtain-kit.html
I've seen ...